Sunday, November 12, 2006

Moving On..

Ok. Don't panic. It's not that the world has come to an end when he finally left for Japan. Heck yeah, we are still together. Stronger than ever! Heh..he left last night. It was hard, I have to admit. But guess what; after thinking about this over and over, I somehow find the silver linings in this whole going-to-Japan thingy. He got to work towards his Masters and for me..hm, perhaps, this gives me enough time to figure out what I'm gonna do in my life. Maybe I can make use of this "space" to focus on my career, spend more time with my family before I actually get "taken" (if you know what I mean..hehe *grin*)

He's arrived in Sendai at noon earlier today. Received 3 calls from him. Gosh I miss him. He's currently staying over at some Malaysian students' apartment and hopefully soon he will settle down and we can talk to each other more. Everyday is like a battle for us. We will definitely try our best to keep ourselves strong. Hm..guess now I have a good reason to actually go to Japan. Wanna join me? Anybody? haha..

So my mini-trip to KL last weekend was in fact the most memorable 48-hour trip for us. I did not really get to see too much of my other friends. Thousand apologies for that. I bet they understand my situation. I got to spend most of my time with Hubby. In addition to that, I also got to meet most of his mom's and dad's family during Raya Open House held in his place. I was super-duper nervous but yeah, I handled myself well. The most exciting moment was to meet his granny. Of course we did not get to build the "connection" right away but I think I managed to break the ice. InsyaAllah this sillaturrahim will continue on until the day we say "i do"...

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Ok. enuff of words. enuff of hopes and dreams. I'm back to reality. Hafta move on and continue what I've been doing all this while; WORK. Gotta work hard. Get myself noticed. Learn as much new things as possible. Master what I do. Miss him. Miss him. Miss him. Miss him. Miss him..erk, I can't even say enough of this, can I?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Pity you....huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.It must be hard for you to be apart from ur hubby after 4 years of being togather-GATHER(u know what i mean)*wink wink*. Nway, congrats for still being faithful in your relationship. I had a lot of friends that are togather-GATHER(bercinta mcm nak rak!!!coz 24 hr bersame) while in US..and about 99% of them broke up after they went back to Malaysia."Tiada jodohlaa, career womenlaa, jauhlaa, masih mudalaa, dah tak syoklaa, ish ish ish. Don't be like them kay. And Good luck.. be a strong girl/women.

dedek_ngegeh said...

You don't have to pity me or even feel sorry for me..I accept this as Qada' and Qadar from Him and I believe that He has some special plans for me, in fact, for both of us. Sorry to hear abt your friends but nobody can predict what's gonna happen in the future. Trust in His arrangements for us; setiap perkara pasti ader hikmahnye..Thanks for stopping by but if you hope to leave any comments in the future, it'd be really nice if you leave your name too, so I won't assume that you're being a chicken with God knows whatever intentions. *wink wink*

am said...

uik...anonymous...u sound bodo la wei...don drop a comment here la next time if x nak tggal name...da ah bg stupid prediction tu...my dayang and his aim is soooo can't-be-any-sweeter kinda couple laaa..as far as i know...and sangat spoiling each other which i sangat inspired n jealous..so babe, for you, hold on strongly ok...i DO believe in you two...so don let anyone get between u guys ke ape ke...and remember, absence makes heart grow fonder kan...hehehe...