Thursday, May 14, 2009

word of the day - FREAKIN' ?

i am still at the office. so is Mr J. apparently, HR had executed an action towards Mr J. "yeay" which is.... a FREAKIN' warning! best kan HR kami? i FREAKIN' like la kan..!!!

here i am. macam ni je la. the last time i talked to HR, they were requesting for proof. hrm..macam mane tuh.. maybe i need someone to take our pic together, pastu kannn.. i tell him to FREAKIN' touch me! does that work, bloody HR personnel?

but xpe la..doa2 orang teraniaya InsyaAllah dimakbulkan. nak quit my job, sadly i am bonded for another year..nak meraung, x professional la pulak. so kat office, i chat a lot on YM ke..MSN works so least that cheers me up..btol x? despite, keje kene jalan la jugaakk of course!

ntahla..maybe berkat doa and advice from my beLOVEd ones, i am more tenang now.. with patience and pieces of strength, i go to work as per normal everyday. 1 thing that i anticipate daily is to come home to Hubby..and get the HUG that i need.. *wink wink*

next, my goal is to show to my boss, and his boss that i don't need Mr J to plan my line. after all, i never needed him before. for me, he's just a puppet in my line. ZERO knowledge on plans and execution. maybe good in bull-shitting management and taking credits..but watever..sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, jatuh tergolek jugak kang nanti..

okeh. let's continue my hard work. hopefully my next entry will be a happy one..


miss u all.. :(

Friday, May 08, 2009

don't play play

today, i collected ALL the courage to do something that i never thought i will do. it's my 1 year anniversary here and seriously, working here is a lot better without Mr J in the office. from day 1, he's been a big barrier for me to complete my task in my line. i was yelled at yesterday without mercy. our tone of voices were on the top-most pitch and tears were already drowning my face. 1st time in my life, i was really shivering with anger and disappointment.

now that he turned on the switch, i realized i have to let them all out. all the dirty jokes, all the remarks yg jijik and all the touching..all coming back to me now. sorry, but enough is enough. i am no more Mrs Nice Lady from the moment you raise your freaking finger right in front of my face!

and yes, i filed a report today. sexual harrassment against Mr J. Too bad bro, u got the wrong person. thanks to Hubby, my family and my boss for the help and advice.

x pasal2 he was escorted out from the office area by security right away. stay away and never come back! (amin..)

example 1:
Mr J: ko mengandung ke?
Me: Nope.
Mr J: itu la..cuba ko try ngan aku skali. confirm ley mengandung punye!

example 2:
Mr J: laki ko outstation ke?
Me: haah.
Mr J: brape lame..?
Me: 10 days.
Mr J: ko boring2 malam2 tu, meh la g kondo aku. aku temankan ko.

Example 3:
*when a person touch u, then it's a serious offend. Having him pull my bra strap? CRAZY! not once or twice, more than that!*

so pls, if any of the above or anything similar happen to you ladies, pls raise the flag and act!be strong. i am still learning as well. trust me, it's not easy!

lesson 1. i will cut down all my friendly CRAP to this people at the office.
lesson 2. who cares if they hate me? i'm here to complete my tasks and earn a living je right?
lesson 3. never make other people take advantage of my size. NO NO!

sekian cerita sedih for today. i am so tired, my brain and my heart.
leaving this HELL now, at least for 1 day. have to work on Sunday tho. bummer.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

i know it's already long overdued to share weekend activites..hehe. pendek kata, both my weekends were GOOOOOoooDD, oh well. x banyak benda yang bley ditunjuk or diceritakan..
except that..
now my hair is purple! thanks to Hubby for the words of "advice". haha!