Party!

Been busy this whole week..erm..not with homework, really... My b-day..I know..it's so yesterday..but just when I thought it's over, Joel called..and asked me out..oh cut it out, it's not a date! The creamerians held a so-called surprise b-day bash for me..at the bowling alley.. It was simple, but really, I felt so loved and appreciated by my dear creamerian buddies. There were pizza, drinks (non-alcoholic,duh!), strikes, high-school bowler, first-times, sucky bowler etc etc..with the nicest people..

Thank u guys! Can't deny no more..Spending some time with the ones that I love, without the ones that I don't love is the BEST way to get older..muwahaha..! So now, picture time..!

Me & my bowling shoes

Shannon, Me & Amy

Joel (left), me and Andrew

We were the blacksheep of our teams..huhu..

All of us..ooppss..Joel were excluded..

This whole experience..reminds me of that one question somebody asked me..I'm not gonna expose the question..but here's the answer:

NO, I DON'T HAVE TO CHANGE TO FIT IN. I JUST HAVE TO BE ME.

A Weekend in the Lala Land

Weekend is over..and it was SUPER FUN!!! I turned 23..sob sob..but after spending some time..erk..and money with my lovely girls, turning 23 is like the best thing EVER.

Started with a Friday night dinner. No, no, not the Gilmore Friday night dinner but it's the Girls' Friday Night dinner. Both Daju and I have had our b-day last Saturday, so, as a mode of celebration (I guess) we all went out for a nice, lovely and descent dinner. Although Sarah and the gang were not there (another sob sob) but overall it was really nice to be appreciated by a bunch of people here in State College. Knowing that this is the last year celebrating my b-day here, I felt so blessed to get spend the night with the people that I really2 care about. Thanx u guys!

That's us, at Chilli's with Izzawan-behind the camera!

I had my little surprise b-day gathering after dinner with the people that I really really enjoy being with. Had my b-day cake and all..most importantly, I HAD THE BEST TIME!!!

Next day, another surprise..I guess for this specific surprise, pictures do speak better than words..so here comes..

Thanx Nard for the decorations on my door! Big, big surprise..and I LOVED IT!

My actual b-day was in fact the peak of the weekend for me and the other girls, I think. I get to go to a place that I call "The Lala Land" and do the one thing that I am very very good at..SHOPPING! Along with that, I also get to spend some precious and exciting time with the "most-est" fun girls; Nard, Am and Yana and with the guys; Hubby, Chi and Megat. We drove up to New York to the Woodbury Premium Outlet for some shopping and had some great times, just the 7 of us. Well, I definitely can't put those good times in words, but again, the pictures will summarize the whole mini-trip we had!

Yes, we look so very excited to spend our dollars $$$

The lovebirds..breakfast at Perkin's

Megat, Chi and Hubby..got food?

Hm..reading? NOT!

Hello!

After breakfast, we drove some more..and there we were... So no, we don't have any pictures of us shopping, but we DO have a picture of us after the whole fun, exciting experience!

do NOT ask me about the bags..not all of them are mine..hehe..

Good time? Good deals? You BET!!

Now, I'm back in State College..moving on to the real world..hehe..so thanx to everyone..for the wish, cards, e-cards, gifts and thoughts..they really mean the world to me.

Specially for Hubby, the girls, Chi and Megat..

I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR MAKING MY B-DAY A PERFECT BIRTHDAY FOR ME!!!!

BUMMER!!!

Ok..so my week is officially spoilt by that freaking hard quiz. Don't blame me!!! I studied freakin' hard for it and still I couldn't answer the freakin' questions and it will be returned on freakin' Friday!! (hey..Freaky friday..sounds familiar..owh yea..the movie..o well)

So basically, I am so pissed right now, but I won't let it spoil my weekend. Crossing my fingers for that! heh..I have so much to do right now but I just thought that I can drop off some words and thoughts in here for a bit. At least this way, I can totally get over the freakin' quiz and move on..I guess..

Yesterday was Valentine's Day, the day where most girls walk around with roses in their hands or bags..heh..I did not intend to celebrate it but I sorta celebrate it indirectly when I received 2 roses (one white and one red), a box of chocolate, a rose-shaped chocolate, a heart-shaped candy and a valentine's card. No, not all of them from Hubby. Surprise, surprise..!

Hm..i gtg..i have so much shit to do..URGH!!! Can't wait for the week to be over.

It's not too late to wish all my blog readers (if any),

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!
A dozen of roses just for you..

p/s: word of the day = freakin'

Oh Amerike..

I was browing through my stuff & boxes today..and I saw this one piece of paper..it brought back the sweetest memories..Sunway 2002..this song..unforgettable (at least for me)

Sedih rasenye,
Bile waktu dah tibe,
Kite akan pergi ke amerike
Waktu dahulu
Tak sabar nak menunggu
Nak terbang bersame ke awan biru
Ingatla wahai teman2 semua
Kiter pergi bukannye nak joli saje
Pergila kiter bersame-same
Ke amerike
Jangan dilupe pesanan ibu bape
yang tercinta
Janganla malas
Nak kontek member-member
Bukan ke internet dah banyak ade
Ade ke LA
Ader juge ke PA
Yang penting kiter sume ke USA
Kalau takut mati kebuluran
Jadik bawakla bekal berkoyan-koyan
Yang ke Marquette
Janganla kerek, Janganla lokek
Ingatla member yang takde duit
Supportla siket
Yang di PSU jangan pilih bulu
Kena bersatu
Dengan OSU
Janganla malu buat tak tahu
USC puler janganla leka
Asyik bercinter
O Minnesota, ramai wanita
Yang solehah
Ingatla kiter, ingatla semua
Pesanan keluarga
Sekian saje persembahan kiter
Untuk semua maaf dipinte
Kalau teraser lupekan saje
Suke dan duke kongsi bersame
Sampai bile2
Oh AMERIKE!

Bottom line is..I MISS THE GOOD, OLD TIMES!

Slacking off

Crying your eyes out does make you feel a LOT better the next morning. I finally agree with Nard's entry on her blog couple weeks back but as a result of agreeing with Nard, I skipped my one and only class this morning.

What I learn from my "full-of drama" night:
I can tell myself OVER & OVER of how independent and strong I am..but the truth is.. inside, I am still my mom's little baby and I will always be..

From now on, I don't care what anybody thinks about me..
Jerks, call me selfish, call me SNOB..
As long as I have the support and blessings from Him, my mom, Hubby and my loyal friends,
I can live my life..without regrets!!

p/s: i just learned how to add some formating to my entries..wahahaaha..how weird is that?

Game over, jerk!

Rough Nite

Just got back from the hospital. Yes, you read it..HOSPITAL! The one place that I would never wanna be at. The smell, the environment..yucks..scares me big time..!

No, no, it wasn't me. It wasn't me who's admitted to the ER. It's hubby. He was rushed to the hospital this evening while I was at work. Went to the hospital right after work. Thanx to Josh, for clocking me out earlier than I'm supposed to, thanx to Bill for calling off the lab meeting and Parag for understanding my condition. Ooh..not to forget Chad, for offering his notes for tomorrow's class just in case I couldn't make it tomorrow morning. Megat and Hase and Abang for accompanying me to the hospital.

Rough, rough night. Seeing him on the hospital bed like that, in the hospital 'gown', my tears just trickled down my cheeks.. silently, I walked away from the bed-side and went somewhere where I can actually calm myself down. I can't make him see me crying, not this time. I have to act strong..and take care of him. I just wish that I could be with him tonight, just to make sure that he's fine just like what the doctor wrote on the medical sheet.

At this moment, he's sound asleep in his bed. I hope he's gonna be fine. Well, maybe I haven't been a good girlfriend lately. Always busy with my own thing, my own self, my own world. He'll always be in my prayers. Please, make him well again. Amin~