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Never knew that we can actually write a blog from wherever you are.so many things have changed in life, my job specifically. I lost 2 bosses in a month,get a new boss who has a completely different view abt planning,i hv my bestie in my office...and most importantly i have switched to a new role...again!

So yea.the only thing that is stable is my marriage.we've been together for more that 8 yrs now...alhamdulillah,no matter how chaotic the other part of my life turns to be,i can always count on the one certain thing in my life,my hubby n family...just hope i can cope with any challenge.

Til then,thank God i am still alive..

STORM, THUNDER & RAIN...

i don't know if the title has to do with anything with what i am gonna say here. But right at this moment, i think the STORM will start to strike into my work field. I may be assigned to more challenging tasks, I will have to deal with tougher bosses, I may be working longer hours and I don't even know which direction I am going to.

oh well, anyways, my vacationS for the year has passed (almost). no more vacation for now, gotta focus on work and family.. alhamdulillah, i am still holding on with what i have.. so this year vacation-Bandung, USA and maybe singapore towards end of this year..next year, how? Japan can or not? China pon OK. or maybe Spain???!! ahahahaha.. ok. enjoy the random pics!

HOLLYWOOD! - March 2010

BANDUNG - Feb 2010

Opps. it's gonna rain outside. later toodles!

My Favorite Month is BACK!

comel kan budak ni?

oh well. there ARE reasons why this month is SO VERY special.

1. Shortest month, therefore...
2. Less expanses, but towards the end..
3. We get profit sharing..so i can..
4. Pamper myself by shopping..for..
5. My BDAY GIFT...coz..
6. I'll have my BIRTHDAY coming up..yay!

ahaha.. so now we know why February is special..kan kan kan? oh! many2 plans made already..
1. CNY - gi Bandung. (yes, i love vacation OK!)
2. My Bday - up to Hubby to plan..(hint hint)
3. Our bestfriends wedding. Bride-2-be is my friend, Groom-2-be is Hubby's friend..and they both met...at my wedding in Kuching! cool huh?
4. Balik Kuching for MaulidurRasul! yay!


right. enuff with the list. i am just going to enjoy the month..as much as i can. *wink wink*
til then, toodles!

new yr, new home, new baby (almost)

oopps.. yerp. that's right. almost. lost it at early stage. hm. come to think of it, maybe there are blessings in disguise behind the unfortunate incident. true?

so. a lot have happened. hubby and i have moved to our new home last Xmas. new yr celebration, we went to Cameron..mid Jan, we lost the baby. it was supposed to be 8 weeks. but well, we're pulling the trigger "PLEASE TRY AGAIN"

right. January is almost over. Here comes February. as always. older. wiser (maybe). clock is ticking, and i just hope the ONE question stops coming in.. (if you know what i mean..)

alright. for now. let's enjoy some pics for personal happiness. Yee Har!

Cameron Highlands

Random pics of the cutie-pies

Home Sweet Home

aVilion PD

-Kasih & Sayang-
thanks to the choice of location;
i managed to have a SUPER-RESTFUL weekend with Hubby.

New Project *whooop*

nope. it's not baby project. unfortunately.

haha. since the baby project is not yet working, we're switching modes to NEW HOME project.
easy. we're moving. new place. new home. this time, real home.

so yea. it'd be soon. insyaAllah December ni. not easy. house-cleaning. box-packing. baju lagi? isk.
once done, will let you know. maybe pics of new home?

on another note. i am feeling the distance. btwn me and my babes. looked at their get-together pics. i'm not there. positive note. maybe coz i don't hang out at the places that they went to. maybe coz they do things that i don't do. i don't know. but well, that's life. must go on.

oh well, yang penting happy with Hubby. Finally get to tell myself, THANK GOD I AM MARRIED!

look who's talking

1. I work more than the required hours.
if not: i feel like i am a slacker.

2. I can't afford to ignore anyone's request.
if not: i will feel guilty and irresponsible.

3. I call up my line in the middle of the night to check on my devices.
if not: i can't sleep well that night thinking of my device status.

4. I go extra miles, to get my job done as well as other ppl's portion.
if not: i'd feel guilty. stupid me.

6. I can't keep myself at ease if I don't complete my tasks before i leave my workplace.
if not: i will be moody all day and night.

5. I come for weekend support.
if not: i feel like my boss thinks i am lazy.

6. I follow up on multiple stuff and I don't mind if any parties call me pushy.
if not: my job is delayed and i won't be satisfied.

As long as my job's done...I don't mind all the things on the side.
what have i become? a working donkey? shit. i hate this.

LucKy & Pera$aaN

Hi Dayang - thanks for all the support for BMS!!!!

We are lucky to have you supporting us.

Best Regards,
Evelyn


my pms is officially over after receiving this message. thanks to Evelyn . seriously, it made my day.

my weekend begins in 1 hour 30mins. yay!
hubby and i..Kuching! Here we come!


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apsal tetiba je rs mcm my boss doesn't like me?
sbb amik cuti byk sgt ke?
but i thot that's my right?
i kumpul cuti for couple months..then amik lah cuti kan..!
isk. ke ni perasaan je?
ke mcm sbb pms so suke pk bukan2?
isk. xley jadi ni.
nnt klo die x suke, xpasal2 increment x best.
aaaahh! x suke perasaan camnieh.
sekian. xpe. jgn pk. nk cuti. nk cuti.
sat. is this what u call workaholic?
amik cuti then feel guilty abt it..is it? ke?
dahla. bye.

kami kan. dah xley shopping tau. dahtu kan. kami pun buat mission baru. that is, mengemas rumah sepenuh jiwa. haha. yela. klo nk jalan2 kene guna duit also. klo nk g malls, hati melonjak-lonjak bersama perasaan yang sgt2 ingin membeli. so. tgkla sendiri hasilnye. :P

iyerla kan. ramadhan hampir menjelma..ape salahnye.. (haha. padahal sengkek sebenanye.hanimun sakan, inilah padahnye! huhu)

our living room where we..erm. bersantai!

our dining area. hehe. finally, the table is cleared!!

fuh! so next mission is to clean all the 3 rooms. have to kemas, kemas and kemas! sekian...kuang3x

al-fatihah

always remember, no matter how young/old you are, when your turn is up..
no 2nd chances.
always remember.
always be prepared.

To someone that i took for granted all this while, may you rest in peace.
i saw u suffer, and i know He knows best..
May our prayers go with you at your new place..
-amin-

i am a wife. da setahun dah. huhu. bley imagine?
haha. so yes. my honyemooniversary trip.
i don't know how to type it out in words, but it was D BEST!!
we went sightseeing, we enjoy ourselves, we shop and we drop, we *T0Ot* (hint: sth to do with bonding.hahaaha..)

ha. dah. xley story lebih2. go see the pics below. byk g. nnt la upload kt FB. haha.. saje nk mengisi masa lapang nih. bosan kt ofis. klo nk detail meh wat appointment. kite story lebey2.

somewhere in Melbourne. bridge tu x nampak. hujan...

with 2 of the many landmarks of Sydney

nampak x sydney tower tuh?

lurve this piece! us @ Surfer's Paradise

unfortunately, i am back to the real world. bak kate 1 of my colleagues "Drag Me Back to Hell" lar kan..and ade gamba for this part gak okeeeeeeeey. that's me and my boss. *sigh*

oraits. sekian.

HoNeYm00nNiver$ary

yes. tomorrow!
but today? sucks so freakin' bad!
work loads. passdowns. unfinished business.
boss plak. hrmph. the only good thing is that he approved my leave.

ok dah. singgah kejap je.
OSTROLIA! Here we come!

Lots and lotsaaaaa'......

wish list

MY SUPER BIG WISH LIST:

1. Twenties Girl Book by Sophie Kinsella (it's available at bookstores NOW!)
2. MAC foundation powder (da tinggal sekerat kt luar lilitan bulatan tu je. ley imagine x?)
3. Big Apple Donut (nak yang ade almond chunks on top tu..aduh. yummy!)
4. Alice - a pair of CROCS (kaler silver..nape sume dah abes?)
5. Baju baju and baju.. (mcm x byk je variety skang ni...)
6. Contact Lense yg ade Kaler (yang ni hubby teringin tgk OK!)
7. Beetle Baru Kuning 1.6 (RM140K harganye. dream on lah ye?)

sekian list saye. xde makne. sbb hubby x kasik beli pape sampailah mendarat di bumi Australia!
hm wait. rasenye wish no 3 tu bley dpt kot mlm ni. hik3. ok. nk balik dr office sbb nk jumpe Hubby and ckp kt die that bini die ni nak donut tuh!

cau cincau!

mon-day!

how are you? not much. not much work. not much stories. not much happenings. not yet kot.

hehe. arini is hari bermalasan. sgt malas. sgt rs nak mengular. nak balik awal. nak tgk TV. nak balik jumpe hubby. yes? yummy... hehehehe..malam ni nk tgk muvi lah. we become potato couch malam ni k sayang...

so memandangkan x byk nk story. kite share pics nak? pics si gedik2 yang mengade ni. teka deyrg ni dapat sume ke-gedikness tu dr mane..teka lah! ahahahah..

haih. bile la plak my turn nak turunkan ke"mahir"anku ini kpd my little ones. ngeh3..

minah gedik ngade nakal potpet xtau nk kate ape daaaaaaa

hero kampung manje seriyes anak mak dowh!


gadis manis, turun-termurun dr bonda nyaaaaaaaah!

SMILE...

it doesn't feel good when u make someone cry kan?
it doesn't feel good when u can't think of anyone else but yourself?
it doesn't feel good when u think you did all the right things to make the other party happy, but end up, the other party thinks otherwise..?

it makes you feel helpless..you don't know what you should do..you don't know what you're supposed to do..worst, you don't even know what you CAN do to fix the situation..

dahtu..you feel sad..you feel demotivated..you feel insecure..

it's hard to be an adult. how do elder people, previous generations, mommies and daddies deal with this? all sorts of complication..
someone once said.."Allah will only test you when He knows that you can handle it"

*Sigh* ONE thing I know I can do best is SMILE, eventhough my heart is aching.....

Mak, i miss you..

relaxed..well-rested

oh. i can't wait for her new book to be released on July 21st. he he..
hrm. my weekend was really relaxing. i read my book, "Remember Me?". Finished reading in 24 hours. Ada selingan sket2 ok.. yer..sy ni mmg slow reader..tp at least habiskan bacaan kaaaaannn? (oh, aritu ade orang tu nk pinjam buku..still nak ke? habaq la yeee klo still interested....)

back to my weekend story. then of course, took the chance to clean the house..laundry, kitchen spring cleaning, then vacuuming..etc etc..makes me think, how is it like to be a housewife full time? best ke aaa?

hrmph. nk balik rumah la. boring keje arini. x bape busy sgt. seb baik x amik MC pagi tadi. ngeh3.

random

i hate work.
i miss home.
thank Allah, my personal life is the only thing that's going great right now!
alhamdulillah.
but still, i hate work.
best x jadi suri rumah kan?
sigh.

stressed, i am?

we have a choice. to be stressed or not to be stressed.

so y am i stressed?

1. I haven't taken any annual leave since March 09?

2. I hate the way new line is treating me?

3. I hate the fact that the Jack Ass is back working?

4. I miss Kuching so damn much?

5. I haven't hung out with my girlfriends for moons now..

i choose not to be stressed..

but how come i am not cheerful that much nowadays?

crap!

fresh start - JUNE 2009!

yerp. xmo dah story sadness stuff. plus, so far so good (alhamdulillah). things at work are slowly getting in place. moved to another test cell. boss assigned more responsibilities, expanding my knowledge as a planner here..and being busy is keeping away all the sadness and miserable-ness i have at work. so now, refreshed and fully charged, i aim to be 100% at work while in the office, and 100% homey when i'm off work. fair?


my weekends..hrm..me at work now (sbb tu la ade internet! haha) and oh! i went to Bangkok last week. hehe..did some shopping..and jalan-jalan as usual lar..with Hubby and the rest of his family.. it was a great quick get-away from the busy-ness and kelam-kabutness in KL. Now that i'm back..alhamdulillah i am more at peace now.. read some good books..oh trust me, sophie kinsella (author of confessions of a shopaholic) blows me away with all her books..try! not only the shopaholic editions are good, the other ones too! check them out..

read this within 48 hours during my trip in Bangkok. how cool is that???!!

(oh ok. i am a slow reader, excuse me. LOL!)

planning to read this very, very soon.

seems interesting from the first 2 pages of it!!

can't hardly wait to purchase this piece in JULY!

yay!!!

so yea. for those who know me well, they'll know reading has never been my hobby. EVER. but well, trying new activities can be such an exciting experience. why not try? explore...! chewah..

ok. for those who know me well (haha!), my hobby has always been SHOPPING kan? so while shopping with Hubby yesterday..........

i lyke!! cantek x kami berdua?? *wink wink*

so she shops at Nichii..just like me..coolness?? hahhaha..psyched!

oh yea. it's june. hubby's bday coming. ape nak beli ni?! isk..

word of the day - FREAKIN' ?

i am still at the office. so is Mr J. apparently, HR had executed an action towards Mr J. "yeay" which is.... a FREAKIN' warning! best kan HR kami? i FREAKIN' like la kan..!!!



here i am. macam ni je la. the last time i talked to HR, they were requesting for proof. hrm..macam mane tuh.. maybe i need someone to take our pic together, pastu kannn.. i tell him to FREAKIN' touch me! does that work, bloody HR personnel?



but xpe la..doa2 orang teraniaya InsyaAllah dimakbulkan. nak quit my job, sadly i am bonded for another year..nak meraung, x professional la pulak. so kat office, i chat a lot on YM ke..MSN ke..it works so far..at least that cheers me up..btol x? despite, keje kene jalan la jugaakk of course!



ntahla..maybe berkat doa and advice from my beLOVEd ones, i am more tenang now.. with patience and pieces of strength, i go to work as per normal everyday. 1 thing that i anticipate daily is to come home to Hubby..and get the HUG that i need.. *wink wink*



next, my goal is to show to my boss, and his boss that i don't need Mr J to plan my line. after all, i never needed him before. for me, he's just a puppet in my line. ZERO knowledge on plans and execution. maybe good in bull-shitting management and taking credits..but watever..sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, jatuh tergolek jugak kang nanti..



okeh. let's continue my hard work. hopefully my next entry will be a happy one..

~Amin...

miss u all.. :(